I tried to make an impression. An important aspect of my life right now. Something minor to the other person , major to me. Apparently my explanation of certain aspects of myself just didn’t seem to sit right with them. Things traveled down hill from there. I already sensed their disbelief in my character, and lack of interest in my ambition.
I came across this website in Toronto’s Lou Lou Magazine Winter Edition 2011-2012 (Volume 8 Issue 8). Warning, this website is not for Shopaholics. You will become addicted! Can’t say I didn’t warn you ;)
If I could have the outfits & accessories or even look like 1/2 of the pictures I post on Tumblr, My life would be partially complete. Of course I say that from an ignorant First World perspective. Don’t judge me. I’m sure you all wish you looked or possessed majority of the stuff you blog about. Like that Chanel bag, Prada sunglasses, Alexander McQueen collection or the Marc Jacobs watch and that hugo boss suit….
No no no, don't you EVER feel like that. You know what the funny thing is? It isn't about your self-esteem.. It's about what society tries to make you think is right/wrong. I bet those girls on the bus were wearing some long-ass SYNTHETIC hair because they were too ashamed of who they actually are and what they were blessed with when they came into this world. At least you have the guts to show off your hair. It's beautiful whether it's long, or short. I'M PISSED LMAO.
Aww, thank you for your Anger !! I wanted to feel angry, instead I felt stepped on! Funny thing is, I do understand what you’re are saying about society and media playing a role on how we perceive ourselves as well as others. I’m just trying to surpass it and work on Loving myself. Hopefully one day I will be able to say I’m beautiful long or short haired. It’s a working progress. Thanks for the pep talk love !! X0X0X0
P.S I wish their hair was synthetic would’ve made it better. But sadly they were Caucasian with long flowing hair.
I was on the bus the other day, and two females entered looking at me very cat like. I continued to listen to my music on full blast. However, during transitions of songs, I overheard their conversation. One girl stated “I HATE GIRLS WITH SHORT HAIR, IT’S SO UGLY, HOW CAN ANYONE WEAR SHORT HAIR LIKE IT HAS TO BE LONG”.
I actually waited for the opportune moment to club, because I wasn’t sure if it was my scene. As I predicted it wasn’t. Jan 2nd was my friends birthday, so we decided to ring it in at 12:00 am exactly at TIME NIGHTCLUB. Besides the lack of organization with bottle service and our booth overall, I’d have to say that night wasn’t my crowd ( besides my awesome friends). Upon first impressions of a club, my belief is :
I agreed on doing a photoshoot yesterday with a friend of mine- Jeremy Rodney-Hall. He asked me prior to me cutting my hair and at the time I was all for it. Then reality clicked in. I was cutting my hair and taking out extensions; I started to doubt the outcome of the photo- shoot. I thought “Can I even work Short hair? …. this won’t go well." BUT I sucked it up
Thanks to everyone who remembered my Birthday. Around this time with the holidays, Christmas, boxing day, and New Years, having a Birthday isn’t the greatest. However, with loved ones that take that single moment to make your day special- it becomes worth while. I was amused by how many people don’t care or remember
…Or should I say, "Materialistic heaven on earth" ; Occurred today. I got to experience the day from both perspectives - Retail & Shopper. First off I’d like to make an observation: There were a lot of asian people …EVERYWHERE! They know a good sale. I said to myself, ”I’m just gonna get one thing”. We all know what that means. Before you know it I was
Why did I even decide to go on this “Oh-natural-my-own-hair kick.” It sucks. I look in the mirror with such disgust. Worse yet, I look on Tumblr & see 1 million pictures of girls/models with long over flowing hair and pretty faces. Ugh, Am I blaming tumblr for my lack of self-confidence; Or is Tumblr really a factor? I feel naked without my long luscious extensions.